I'm alone and feeling stupid and sad again. I'm also facing the fact that whatever friendship/support there was with ben is obviously gone or maybe was always just some vain kind of hope.
I really don't get how people have so many connections and friends here. I certainly don't get how I once had that, or how it could have ever been so easy.. does anyone remember the secrete?
Those past days of always having someone to bail out, someone to help out, someone to lift up and someone there to do you the same.
Really, when your stomach feels this familiar kind of sick, who do you have to call?
And who would you lean on?
What friendly voice can I hope for on the other end of the telephone?
I really feel like crying, but what good would it do?
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